yay 2 new videos.

im not wearing circle lens or eyeliner here. (and i don't wear any makeup other than eyeliner so no makeup too. you can see my pimple!! it looks like a mole hahaha.)


talking about having no money to buy clear contacts. i just spent over USD 100 on 3 weiss kreuz photobooks. they came today! :D


being lame but feeling happy i look ok.

maybe these two videos don't mean a lot to anyone else, but they mean a lot to me because eyeliner and circle lens have changed me psychologically and it feels really horrible to be very dependent on them and feel like shit when you don't have them on.

mini photo spree to boost my confidence ^^ i wanna be able to go out of the house like this one day! the most i can do right now is without eyeliner but with circle lens. lets wait till i buy my clear lens.




here are my weiss kreuz photobooks! ive not opened them yet. they're second hand, but they look so new!!!! bought them from a japanese ebay seller.


all bubble wrapped!


gosh aya is sooooooooo damn good looking!

i also got the soul driver set which contains 2 photobooks and a poster.

<3 im so happy <3

this is gonna sound unbelievable because i am pretty tongue tied around most people, but my friend does not want to go to the library with me cuz we'll just end up chatting and chatting and chatting for the whole day and not study. i don't know, but there are a couple of people i can just talk non stop with the entire day and i really mean the entire day non stop. haha it's very funny. we'll talk about our teachers, how fat they are, then they can do belly dancing, then can have navel piercings, then i wanna set up a fan club for my teacher, and my friend is like then we can make merchandise, make the teacher a belly dancing toy doll with a wobbly stomach. gosh. it's like all crap but i can just go on and on and on and the topic will evolve and become extremely ridiculous and totally different from what it originally was. haha. somehow i don't think of such crazy stuff and im not so imaginative when im with other people. haha~

i wanna bleach my hair soon again, the roots are extremely obvious right now! im gonna use up my pink dye too, so i'll have pink hair again, soon! can't wait, i miss pink hair~~~~