i cannot understand people!

the things people do baffle me.

do people do things to be cool?
do they do things to show to the world an image they wanna present?
is there a need to be outrageous?

it may very well be them, but i don't think so.

and i know that the day of your 21st birthday is a milestone in your life, you want it big, you want it grand.

but is it fair to me to attend a party where i know no one? i am not a sociable person. i find it hard to talk to new people. i can't even talk much to acquaintances (people whom most people would consider 'friends' but are not close friends, to me they aren't friends, just acquaintances. we may be in the same class for years, spoken more than 100 sentences, but i cannot bring myself to call most people i know friends.)

do people realise the situations they put others through?

and i definitely don't wanna be at a party to make up the numbers.

yesterday i bought wacom's INTUOS 4 TABLET!!!!!!!!



:D :D :D :D

im so happy!!!!!

i got a medium sized one.

it burned one huge giant hole in my pocket!!

but im happy! :D i finally have a tablet, and the intuos 4 is really good!

ok ive not used it yet, i have to wait till i buy a new computer i am still waiting for windows 7 to come out it's being so slow and for the meantime i have no choice but to put up with this 7 year old computer because i just refuse to buy vista!

i would have bought a new computer a long long time ago if it wasn't for vista. don't tell me mac, rouhua. ipods explode, remember? (actually i use ipods, haha)

but i tested it out and it was very very very good!!!! now i can do pretty drawings on the computer!! i have been suffering with a mouse for too long! and all these while all my drawings have pretty much remained on paper, finally i can do them on the computer!

now i want corel painter 11.
but i am too broke to afford one now. i still need to buy a computer once windows 7 is out. but i got adobe photoshop and illustrator CS4, so it doesn't really matter i guess. im just being greedy especially i am no professional! haha

please donate to me!

i am itching to bleach my hair again!!!! it is patchy now! my hair is multicolored according to rouhua!

i got sweet milk tea and chiffon pink from beauteen, im deciding which one i should use next. i think i will cut my hair first before i dye it, im scared there will not be enough dye!