^ haha childish sounding title

we really need to save the world!

my friend took a plastic bag to carry two puffs today from the shop to the school whicb is like 100m away. you can carry it in your hand!! you don't need a plastic bag! can you imagine, that plastic bag is used for at most 5 min then thrown away?? anyway i told her never to ever take a bag again in future if she buys only 2 puffs or less. she agreed, i hope she does keep to her word!

seriously. please try to do your bit in saving the earth. do not use things you don't need! say even if for that 5 mins while walking to school, even if your hands may be full due to holding the puffs, it's only FIVE MINUTES. and you only hold them in one hand, your other hand is still free!! i don't see why people need to take a bag just for that!

please! do not waste anything anymore! why is the weather so bad nowadays? it's cuz our little bad actions everyday are contributing to the wastage that is piling up everyday, resources getting locked up in things like plastic, styrofoam and other items that are not easily broken down/cannot be recycled, unnecessary energy is used to make all these items that we do not have a need for contributing to extra the heat and carbon dioxide that is making our world die!

please think twice before you take that plastic bag! and there are also many other things, just that i can't think of any for the moment. i am putting in effort to reduce my carbon footprint, please do your part too!

let's see, today is the 10th of may!! i started this post like more than 10 days ago! aha~

anyway i got my hair cut 3 days ago, the cut is not bad, but as usual, the front got cut way too much.. i wanted the hair at the side of my face and my fringe to remain long but they got chopped off as usual despite my protests :( but it doesn't look too bad i guess. i look extremely cute now in fact, like a kid haha. but without the long hair at the side to hide my face, my face now looks fatter!!! X.X

anyway i really hate the weather.

for the past couple of months my mom has been making fruit blends. she wanted to make some fruit juice mixture, but it was too messy and she decided to use the blender instead and blends all sorts of weird mixtures and the pulp is not taken out so it's slushy and funny. she blends in the cores of the fruits too including the seeds, add in weird stuff like bittergourd (yes she ever did that once god it was yuck!!!!) and stuff like white/black fungus. i don't mind white/black fungus, but in fruit blends?????? and she makes all of us drink this every night.

and today she made a mango puree/smoothie.. it was very nice except there was white fungus in it. crunchy white fungus in a smooth mango smoothie. it is not all bad, but it is just weird!

anyway im gonna force myself to go swimming tomorrow. i need to lose weight after seeing how people around me have lost so much weight. i need to lose 4 kg!!! im around 48~49 now and i wanna be 45 ~.~

and everyone says i need to tone up. and i think my upper arms are so gigantic. argh.

but i cannot starve, i will die if i were to starve. neither can i eat a little, i need to eat a lot just to even feel half full and i'd be miserable if i were not at least 90% full :(

anyway im trying to get off my lazy butt and do something to lose weight and tone up.

ahhh i am really tempted to take half a year off school, or probably only do one subject. i wanna learn the guitar properly for once!

anyway here are pictures of my new hair!

before my haircut (the morning of the day i got my haircut)

ahh long and nice, except that most of the time my hair is very thick especially at the part around my chin and i don't like looking like a mushroom head.

just after the cut

ahh i look weird here but whatever. see who's in the mirror! haha~

back of my hair

picture taken by esther's mom, she seemed more excited than me and was trying to make me take more pictures of my hair. haha.



and it's obvious she can style my hair way better than i can.. my styling is so hopeless!!!

the day after, my own styling ~.~

it's so flat :( and today's styling was worse, argh. i need more hairstyling skills.

the hair when it's natural, no styling, ok i did mess up the top a little bit to get a bit of shape but no wax and nothing else.

(aha don't i look different here? no circle lens! and w/o circle lens i will open my eyes slightly smaller for pictures or else there'll be a lot of white underneath my iris if i open my eyes normally and it's ugly!)

anyway that day my hair had wax/hairspray in it and i wanted to take a nap in the afternoon and didn't wanna deposit any wax onto my pillowcase and so i just grabbed a t-shirt for my pillow to wear before i put my head on it. my pillow looks so cute! :D



i hardly wear this t-shirt now cuz it's so old and has thinned a lot and has a lot of holes especially at the back.