i think i blank out too much.

sometimes i blank out when i board the bus, and end up forgetting to pay the fare.

and it's embarrassing when the bus driver reminds me to pay.

i wish i'll remember to pay all the time. but i seriously don't know what i was thinking when i boarded the bus.

and sometimes, i'd go to my seat and worry if i have paid or not cuz i cannot remember if i did.

im having another breakout. just as i thought my skin was getting better, i have like 7 mini volcanos on my forehead now. urgh. i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate breakouts! i don't know why i suddenly have breakouts so often! i miss my perfect skin :( i know i have good skin. i hope the breakouts are only temporary. i think i need to eat more fruits and get more sleep. im gonna apply lemon on my face everyday from now on. but im using lime cuz my fridge currently doesn't have an lemon and we have a lime tree in the garden. it stings like crazy to put all these on your face!

im so happy :D i bought shimmmery red nail polish from skin food. ive been very wary of skin food cuz their blackbean eyeliner smudges on me like crazy and their peppermint mask does nothing to help my face. but a few months ago poh eng said their nail polish is not bad. so i decided to buy on monday. got a base coat and top coat along with it too.

and it's way better than missha's! missha has tons of pretty colours, but seriously missha's nail polish is not good! it chips off too easily and takes ages to dry. skin food's nail polish dries much faster! i dunno about the chipping though, i just did it last night. but it's also much easier to apply skin food nail polish, missha's doesn't apply very evenly. but skin food's does!

i feel like taking a picture of my nails, they're so pretty now :D will do so at home.

urgh i just have a papercut.

i also bought a pair of shoes on monday!

i talk too much at home, i talk too little outside. i wish i can talk more outside. most of the time, im very quiet. i don't understand how others talk so much, ive got nothing to say most of the time. im a very boring person. i wish im a more interesting person.

today is thursday.

i feel very bad for falling asleep in audit class.

i wish i don't fall asleep. i need to listen!! audit is very difficult! i think it's the toughest subject im taking this term.

right now it's friday

im so tired.

i want a straighter nose. anyway of having a straight nose without surgery or cosmetic procedures??

anyway my ultrasonic contact lens cleaner arrived yesterday :D:D

ahhh! i really want this lens!


ive been searching for a lens with a pattern like this!!

too bad i cannot buy till september! :(

haha. found a place to get many brands of contact lens, cuz someone leaked the url on soompi.

oh ya! about skin food nail polish. the nail polish on my left hand has not chipped yet, but there's very slight chipping on the nails of my right hand. probably cuz i use my right hand more. but im also applying a new top coat every day. so far so good! it's much better than missha <33