time is a luxury.

it's a luxury i cannot afford.

i can't throw away studies or work.

but sometimes it takes a toll on me.

there are times i browse blogs of my old friends. and it feels like you're reading blogs of strangers. you know the person, but you feel like you don't know them anymore. sometimes i feel like i don't know anyone. you used to hang out with them, now you're pretty much out of their lives. and they're pretty much out of yours too. but staying in contact is hard. and people will change. sometimes i think it's a pity people come and go, the situation, that is. i don't feel sad over it. i don't feel anything for the past. nostalgia is not something that applies to me.

i envy people with straight noses. i envy people with fair, clear, rosy skin. there are many people i envy.

there's lessons tomorrow. i hope i don't fall asleep. thank goodness i finally have a voice recorder. but you'd still need to force yourself to listen through the recordings. i don't have much motivation.


i love her!!

jang nara has a new music video


jui and his two dogs! i think they are called atom and clare.


and his kitties.

he even brings the waterproof kitty into his bath! O__O the one with the yellow eyes.