i wanna go to korea and shop! their clothes are very nice! i wish they sold nice stuff here too!! but recently when i went to shops the clothes are getting really ugly!!! seriously i wonder who would wear them! but there's nothing nice here anymore!

i wanna go to taiwan too~~~

haha i just wanna get away from here. bad weather, bad fashion/clothes (i still don't think i wear funny. i think others wear funny. i hate local fashion! people only wear revealing stuff and end up looking slutty. it's so predictable, everyone wears camisoles with shorts or denim skirts. haha if im the president i'll ban denim skirts. i think they are ugly!) haha but the world would die if i were president.

i want an epilator.

i want makeup!! my favourite makeup company aromaleigh is considering to open up to international markets!! then i'd finally be able to buy directly from them!! :D i want neutral makeup. i still like dark makeup, but i really don't have the interest or time to draw panda eyes for the moment.

right now my nose is runny and ive been sneezing a lot. people have been coughing and sneezing in public transport so much and they spread it to me :(:( gosh i hate people who sneeze and cough in public places! you're making me sick!! now i have fallen sick :( but i don't really sneeze or cough in public, i can usually handle it quite well and keep it in, i don't infect others. but im still sick :( i couldn't even take a nap this afternoon cuz my nose kept me awake :(:(:(

surprising news...

jui has a blog!
i just visited batsu the first time in months, and i found out jui has a blog!

gosh gosh gosh. im so out of touch, but omgomgomgomgomg jui is so pretty. he's like so pretty now arghhhhhhhhhh he's w/o makeup but he looks so pretty this is so wrong!


i don't believe my eyes haha. he's too pretty!!! (i wanna dye my hair his color! but i doubt i'd ever dye my hair anytime soon.)

this is vidoll's new pv. the song is pretty nice i guess, but vidoll is really very unvidollish now! but at least jui is showing some skin now. i wish he'll wear super short shorts/skirts and sleeveless stuff again. but i guess showing his tummy is better than showing nothing haha.


but somehow his actions in the beginning of the pv reminded me of miyavi. jui must never be like miyavi. no way. miyavi no way no way no way!!!!!

and rame reminds me of someone from some oshare band but i cannot think of who it is right now, but it's so scary. vidoll is losing their uniqueness.

and right now vidoll's music is very light. there's too much emphasis on the guitars. i miss old vidoll stuff with distinct bass. other than vidoll i don't know any other bands where the bass is the main point of the music, but right now vidoll's heading in the direction of typical jrock, which makes me have some regret. actually i shouldn't be saying this now, the have changed ever since shun and giru joined 3 years ago. im 3 years late in saying this. it's already 3 years!! time has passed really quickly.

and jui is so skinny in the pv. i think i am probably heavier than him now. i need to lose weight. im trying to start exercising now.

i wanna go swimming~~ but there's no one to go swimming with me!! :(:( i can't swim alone!!! someone go swimming with me!!!! and i want to know of indoor pools, i don't wanna get dark!!! i hate my tan-ness now!!!

i wonder if jui's real name is junichi. this is a card his parents sent him for his birthday!


i thought his name was junpei as shown on his birthday cake two years ago. now it's junichi? haha. im confused. but i rather he be junichi than junpei. i don't like the name junpei!

i still feel sick.
i still need to lose weight. i need to make my arms, legs and tummy smaller.