arghhhhh.

i wanted to die last night. i am disgusted!!! it was very late, and as usual i wanted to eat cuz im greedy and i decided to take this piece of cake with fruit jelly filling from the bar counter. it was from taiwan, but i don't know if my mom or aunt bought it. it was probably brought back here a couple of months back.

before i took a bite i thought it smelled a little like cheese. but this cake doesn't have cheese in it. but i took a bite of it anyway. and i chewed and swallowed it. then for some reason i suddenly noticed that the cake has some white fluffy thing on it and arghhhhh i realised this cake is moldy!! not green mold, but the white cottony kind. yuck!!!!!

anyway i was pretty disgusted i ate a bite of it. but i can't vomit it out, im not someone who vomits easily, and i don't wish to vomit the moldy cake back into my mouth. so the other way is to rinse my mouth completely and make sure the eaten cake stays in my stomach and doesn't come out i can't imagine it back in my mouth cuz i wanted to gag at the very thought of it. so i decided to eat chocopie to keep the modly cake down. i love chocopie!!!

thank goodness i didn't get a stomachache.

anyway im at work now and im hungry.

it's thursday, july 24th now.

after school today i collected my passport, bought moisturiser, and then bought a voice recorder.

i bought kiehl's moisturiser and it's way overpriced here as compared to its original price in the US (almost twice the price). but im not buying other brands as judging from the ingredients list it seems that kiehl's has pretty ok ingredients. i don't want to buy something laced with all sorts of harmful chemicals, which is practically present in almost all products today, whether it's drug store or high end. so with that amount of money, i rather buy something that's natural or doesn't have much harmful ingredients. even in kiehl's there are some products with more harmful ingredients, i bought the one that looks safest to me. i am crazy about what i put on my skin nowadays. people living in america don't know how lucky they are. they get cosmetics and skincare at such low prices. once it's exported out the price gets marked up by a lot!

i want to buy another brand of moisturiser online soon though, that one is 99% natural and the synthetic part seems safe.

anyway, i hate gladiator sandals.

i think they are so damn ugly. and everyone's wearing them now cuz it's the trend. i hate trend followers! can't people have some individuality or be difference for once? and even if they wanted to follow something, at least make sure it looks nice! gladiator sandals are an eyesore! those high ones which go all the way to the calf is worse. the higher, the worse it is basically.

anyway, passports now last for five years only.

this is dumb. old passports used to last 10 years! now they're earning twice as much from making your passport.

and today is friday.

ive got tutorial tomorrow.

i miss the days (many many years back) where there is a proper holiday for me. by proper holiday i mean totally no work, no study, no school. the last time i had that was 4 years ago.

and from now on im gonna be very busy. since there's gonna be tutorials. for the past few weeks there were none. so i think from now on most of my saturday mornings will be eaten. then there's no day of the week i can wake up late :( i hate waking up at 6am, 7am. i rather wake up naturally w/o the help of an alarm clock which probably means about 11am.

haha i think young japanese boys (about 10?) are so cute!!!!! but im not a paedophile. but they are just so cute!!!!! im not too sure when they grow up though. haha. but they look very adorable when they're still young.

oh. and there is one very very very pretty girl in my audit lecture group!! she is sooooo pretty!!!!! i think she's one of the prettiest people ive ever met in my life!!! i think she's from china. cuz she doesn't look local. and she's soooo pretty and has very good skin and is very very very slim!!!! people like her are so lucky! i wish i can look at her but it's so embarassing!! plus she wears very nicely and elegantly too!! i wish i can take a picture of her!

i wanna buy dresses!!