i realise with my blue contacts, i can't really wear coloured eyeshadow. i wore pink today, and i think it looks horrible with the contacts. i think i should get gray or brown contacts too so i can wear eyeshadow.

and i also realise my arms are very dark compared to my face and my legs!!! i think my face has gotten a little fairer with daily use of my DHC face washing powder. i think it's pretty good!

but back to my arms. they're so dark!!!! i think im destined to be dark forever :( no matter how much i stay out of the sun, im still dark. urgh. there was a time i put sunblock, but in the end i was too lazy to keep up that regime.

anyway i found this super cute tortoise video!!!! OMG!!! SO CUTE!!!


the tortoise just keeps following the cat and disturbing it!!

right now it's monday.

i really feel like im a liability to everyone and everything in my life. i feel like i bring nothing but burden to this world. i hope people who ive been a burden to will not be too angry at me.

i just bought earrings online, im really excited!! they're really pretty! i wish i can make my own earrings to, i can get materials myself, but i don't have any creativity to make nice designs! everytime i see people make beautiful necklaces, bracelets and earrings, im so envious!!! i envy creative people! my mind has like totally zero creativity! i also envy people who design clothes. or people who do interior design, i wish i can do interior design!

this is my ear now


i love my industrial and snug :D


sungmin is so hot here!!! and there's hankyung beside him too :D:D

and here's another cute tortoise and cat video. the tortoise can really stick its head out a lot!


i suddenly like tortoises! they're so cute!!!

and these baby pandas are so cute!!!!! AHHHHHHHH they also make very cute noises!!